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chrisvenusConcentration seems to be a far off thing today. I have done very little work so far which is a bad thing. Fortunately though I have very little work to do at the moment (oh, there will be more but for the time being none of it has been specifically assigned to me).
I don't know what it is but I just keep feeling I want something more interesting. I keep downloading my personal mail to see if anything exciting is there, I keep glancing at LJ. I think actually that this is always how I get when I haven't got loads of work piled on. Maybe I should finish what I am doing and then get myself a new stack of work. Hey, if I'm lucky they'll start me on documentation. :)
At the same time though I feel it is more than that. Over the weekend I have been feeling kind of restless. Friday night I was looking for something to do, thought I was seeing lily but ended up postponing that to Saturday so Friday was a night in on my own since TFM and Angharad wereoff babysitting.
Saturday I wandered around shops, phoned krys to see how she was and if I could wander round to her house for some bits and pieces to find she wasn't in, wasn't likely to be and nobody else was there either. Then I just got home and played on XBox for ages, popped out to see Lily for an hour or so (no more than that since she was off to see others) and then home and watched The Princess Bride (Yay! Cool film!) with tfm and angharad while eating fish and chips. After that fell asleep on the couch since I didn't want to go to bed.
Sunday I slept in late til about 1:30 when I got woken by my dad phoning. Crawled out of bed and sat in the lounge watching star trek generations for a bit. Then TFM and I repopulated our newly decorated kitchen after which I sat and played XBox while TFM fixed his boke and then went out to see people. Nobody was around so I watched Spawn DVD and then played some more XBox before going to bed.
I think the trouble is that nothing is happening in my life. I'm not seeing people and I'm not doing anything as a result (since doing interesting stuff on your own is just not that interesting often). Some people are away, some people are always busy weekends and at the moment some people just happen to be busy. Its not a permanent thing (I hope) but I think this is why I am just feeling a little odd at the moment.
I think maybe I need to find some good music to suit my mood. Something to lift the flagging spirits slightly and get me throught he next 3.5 hours until home time and then seeing krys. Krys - on the offchance you read this before tonight MSN me or something about plans.
Anyway, another distraction finished with... work I suppose. :)
I don't know what it is but I just keep feeling I want something more interesting. I keep downloading my personal mail to see if anything exciting is there, I keep glancing at LJ. I think actually that this is always how I get when I haven't got loads of work piled on. Maybe I should finish what I am doing and then get myself a new stack of work. Hey, if I'm lucky they'll start me on documentation. :)
At the same time though I feel it is more than that. Over the weekend I have been feeling kind of restless. Friday night I was looking for something to do, thought I was seeing lily but ended up postponing that to Saturday so Friday was a night in on my own since TFM and Angharad wereoff babysitting.
Saturday I wandered around shops, phoned krys to see how she was and if I could wander round to her house for some bits and pieces to find she wasn't in, wasn't likely to be and nobody else was there either. Then I just got home and played on XBox for ages, popped out to see Lily for an hour or so (no more than that since she was off to see others) and then home and watched The Princess Bride (Yay! Cool film!) with tfm and angharad while eating fish and chips. After that fell asleep on the couch since I didn't want to go to bed.
Sunday I slept in late til about 1:30 when I got woken by my dad phoning. Crawled out of bed and sat in the lounge watching star trek generations for a bit. Then TFM and I repopulated our newly decorated kitchen after which I sat and played XBox while TFM fixed his boke and then went out to see people. Nobody was around so I watched Spawn DVD and then played some more XBox before going to bed.
I think the trouble is that nothing is happening in my life. I'm not seeing people and I'm not doing anything as a result (since doing interesting stuff on your own is just not that interesting often). Some people are away, some people are always busy weekends and at the moment some people just happen to be busy. Its not a permanent thing (I hope) but I think this is why I am just feeling a little odd at the moment.
I think maybe I need to find some good music to suit my mood. Something to lift the flagging spirits slightly and get me throught he next 3.5 hours until home time and then seeing krys. Krys - on the offchance you read this before tonight MSN me or something about plans.
Anyway, another distraction finished with... work I suppose. :)